a flash of neon green. the crackling of lighting around an unstable, omnipotent figure. the scent of ocean water and tropical air. a tuft of white fur. a silvery, childlike laugh, and the bark of man's best friend.
yep. that's me. now you're probably wondering how i got myself into this situation.
first thing i have to say: how the hell did it take so long for me to realize this? i've always been so drawn towards tropical islands, and felt so connected with the water. fun fact about me, i have almost drowned three times, one of those times being when i tried to save my sibling from drowning in the deep end of a pool. speaking of protectiveness, i've also always been deeply loyal as well, almost to the point of servility. the concept of protecting the earth, like a god, it's been something i've felt inside of me since early childhood. hell, my aspect on both the classpect and true sign quizzes has always been space. how did i neglect to notice this for so many years?
the simple answer is, i used to be afraid of the fact that i was alterhuman. i'd try to repress it, keep it a secret, act like it was just something i did for fun...it would disallow me from actually learning about true kintypes of mine. when i started to accept it, and move into my own, more comfortable spaces, that was when the realization hit me: i'm a dog. i'm a Fucking Dog. not only that, but i'm literally the first guardian of the damn earth and i have cool space powers. or, well, i did, before my immortal flesh was torn away from me, and i was forced into a weak, furless human body.
yeah, life's a bitch, isn't it?
i could ask where my ears and tail are for the remainder of the page, but i will not. i'll just say this as bluntly as i can: kin dysphoria sucks. it's actually so awful. but it is how it is, and all i can really do is distract myself and temporarily placate it. you see that image below?
yeah. oughhh. i could own that.